This Gawai festive, I took a lot of photos.
And when I sat and check back all those that I'd took, surprisingly, I was
surprised on how big are these kids now. My, time really isn't waiting for
anyone LoL...
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| year 2010 ~ Tanjung Batu Bintulu, Gwen 4, Adam 9 & Girl 3 |
Adam was born on 09/03/2001 when I was just
20 years old. At that time, I did not have any idea on how he will change my
life. I had no idea that I can love someone so handsome and little more and
more each day.
He is just as cheerful as he was when he
was a baby. Always giggling and friendly with everyone. And now, when he is so
tall, he is taller than me, he still has that charming attitude of him. He is
just a very respectful young man, obedient as he should be, I always feel
guilty for being apart most of the time.
I wish he will has a good future ahead of
him, with his good heart, I know he will melt many girl's heart too.
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2012 - Sibujaya- Girl 4, Adam 11 & Gwen 6
they grew up so fast |
Then, there is this young lady, Gwyneth
Jadelia Gala., born on 02/12/2006. Petite but I am sure I see the long legs
already. She is more alike with her dad, the feature and the look, I also can
see the similarity in their attitude. Gentle and loveable, just like daddy. She
always consider herself as her daddy's friend.
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| Many people said that she is 'anak bapak'. |
Not much a trouble maker, she is so sweet
in her toddler stage. Likes to smile and laugh whenever teased. I can see that
she has the artistic talent already.
I can really guess what will she be when
she is adult but I am pretty sure, it has to do with art. Being paranoia as a
mother, I always reminds her "education first then you can be anything you
want".
She will talk all day if you let her, she
will cry quietly and dramatically. She likes to pose in front of camera and
very good in doing so. Sometimes she just amazed me, because when I was a
little girl, I remember like to act like an actress, imitating those movie star
and sang 'cincai' lyric but to the correct tune.
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| Gwyneth 4 yrs old - Kanowit |
When she was born, she was just 3 kg little
girl. I remember seeing her face, so small and quiet. She is about 6 years old
now, I always remember she start sitting by herself just when she was 6 months
old, danced and singing to every song in TV. Then, I remember her in her first
day at school, she was almost in tears when seeing the other kids cried but she
acted cool and tried her very best to be strong.
One thing that I'd noticed, she is quiet
around other people, be it at school or anywhere else but when at home, she is
the ''parrot', talking and singing nonstop, sometimes it was just irritated.
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| Genevieve Jolene Suri - 2yrs old
~mischievous little girl~
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After 15 months of Gwen's (we call Gwyneth,
Gwen) birth, there came this mischievous young lady, Genevieve Jolene Suri.
Weighted 3.3kg, I remember being in the labor room for only 3 hours and she was
born. She was due on 25/02/2008 but two weeks before she was born, I told my
husband, 'this baby will be born on 22nd and indeed I was right.
She was born at 3pm on 22/02/2008. Wished
to have another son, didn't stop us to immediately felt in love with her. When
I first saw her face, I laughed. It was funny because she looked just exactly
like her sister.
Loving Gegirl (we call her Girl or Gegirl)
is easy. She was just loveable, but my heart sank when every time I saw Gwen at
first I thought, “how am I going to provide them equal love?" but I did. I
love my kids dearly but Gwen (grateful for her kind heart) always the one that
is giving in to her little sister.
Girl is a sensitive young lady. Each day
when she grows, she turns to looks a lot like me. And everyone started
commenting "wahh..this is mummy's girl."
We both bonded immediately after she was
born. She wasn't much a cranky and taking care for them both wasn't much a deal
for me. Every day, when they were just toddles, my routine was, giving them
bath, feed them, put them to sleep and everything was to be done twice.
hahaha..so I have an experience taking care for twin.
Since she was just 1 year plus, she was
diagnosed with asthma and we celebrate her 2nd birthday in hospital due to
that. She is very active but at the same time, a very sensitive and fragile
one.
She sometimes will yell but she is afraid
of dark and police officer. She is stubborn but at the same time, she has
empathy and easily feel sorry and understand others hardship.
Once when watching a movie, she cried when
seeing a puppy that was used to threatened a kid, by a maniac. So then, I know
she has a very gentle heart, behind that stubbornness.
Not much an artistic herself, she is just
quick in learning things and can speak well at earlier age, comparing with
other children her age. She remembered and recognized alphabet by heart when
she was just 3 years old. Now she is learning summation.
Though not as artistic as her elder sister
is, she also like to sing and dancing. She is just a fast learner. She likes
beautiful things just as her sister is and not choosy befriend others.
In my heart, I kind of see her as someone
that mediated for others and as a leader. She has that strong charisma in her
that sometimes makes people thinks she is the elder one.
Only that, one thing she can't let, that is
her 'dummy'. Maybe because she is always getting sick and I am not always
around her, she needs that as her comfort. And to think of that, my heart just
breaks.
But to God I pray, each day, to bless these
little hearts, so they will be a good person and so their faith always strong
to guide them in their life.
When we were in love with our boyfriend or
husband, we thought, "I will never ever can love anyone else." But my
children changed my mind. I keep on falling in love with them each day I see
their face, their innocent faces in their sleep, I fall in love...
Now I know when a mother said, she will die
for her children, she really did mean it, because that is how I feel too.
So everyone, cherish the moment that we have with our loved ones, never take them for granted. They were the ultimate gift from God.
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| Girl, 4 & Gwen 6 - current |
Love..love and love....
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